So, my anxiety talks to me all the damn time. The whole mentoring thing is working out fine I think. We'll see. Its hard for me to trust. I put myself out there. Again and again and again. Most of the time it's rewarding. Like now.
I feel isolated and confused and angry today. Hmmmm. What's the date? April 5th. The only thing I can think of is my first lover's bday. happy birthday Danelle Stelle, where ever you are.
Actually I was fine until I took a nap, I woke up angry. Wonder what I was dreaming?
It's been a long time since I woke up angry. Used to happen all the time. Now that's funny. I never would have thought there would come a time I didn't wake up angry all the time. Just goes to show all my hard work is paying off.
Why the hell do I have two blogs? Oh yeah. One is vanilla and the other isn't.
And yet recently I find that separation annoying as hell. Recently I find that there isn't a separation btwn my Kink life and my "vanilla" life. It is all starting to just be my life.
hmmmmm
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