Saturday, April 3, 2010

How things feel and walking alone isn't working for me...

Last year I asked a friend and someone I respect if they would teach me and take me under their tail. After thinking about it we both decided it didn't feel right and even now I still can't bring myself to go to their house and be myself. It makes me sad and I miss this person very much.

I am sharing this because I recently asked someone to mentor me again. And now that I have asked I wonder if it's the right direction for our friendship. To make such a big deal out of something we already do....hmmmm.


And also, I keep telling myself, berating myself to quit drinking. It has a strong pull on my body and I pray for the humbleness to go to a meeting.

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