Lately I have been caught up in a situation that I have come to realize, might not be worth it. I met someone really intense, like me in many ways, older than me. And yet their life is filled with other relationships. It's not that the energy isn't there, it is believe me.
I am just having a hard time waiting. I don't want to wait as they have asked me not to. But how rare is it that I meet someone who moves me in a way I have only had glimmers of?
The old soul part of me knows that we have a connection that goes back more than one or two lifetimes. Sometimes I am afraid of those past lives. It feels like we were magicians or angels and came to disagree. In my mind I see them leaving me standing there, waiting. How many years have I been waiting for them to come back?
on another note; I am so tired of being sick. I have this rattle in my chest and I really think I should go to the doctor because it's lasted for more than a week and I can't stop coughing when I lay to go to sleep.
I can't remember the last time I was so exhausted so easily. Oh wait yes I can....
anyhow...
hopefully someday soon i will start going to meetings...
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