Exactly what are you tired of....?

Tired.
how much energy does it take to negotiate each and every encounter?

tired.
how much energy does it take to fight off the voice that only wants to curl up
and never get out of bed?

Tired.
how much energy does it take to say the truth instead of saying what they expect
when they ask me 'How are you?"

tired.
how much energy does it take to keep moving? to keep pulling up my boot straps?

I have been doing this since i was like 5yrs old or something. the first time i left my mothers house i was in preschool. it's no wonder i am tired...