Monday, June 22, 2009

Things I been up to..

Trying to find work still. I went to an open call interview to day for a small vegan bakery and there were 10 people waiting when I got there and another 10 showed up while I was waiting.
I try not to beat myself up for quitting my job. For having another meltdown. I try not to beat myself up and ask what the F-&*!
That same ole' voice in my head that used to call me a stupid bitch. I am tired of hearing it....

I have been creative in ways to make money. I shined boots last night and cover the coat check. I was asked to come back next month. I sold a dollhouse I was going to fix up to my landlord for him to rebuild for his niece.
I am treading water...

I am helping a friend paint his shop today gratis...
I am staying positive and hopeful.

i miss my cat.
a lot.

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