Its been coming on for days now. I thought that my Wellibutrin was supposed to help me with that.
I know there are things that I am avoiding, certain talks that I need to have with people important to me...
and I guess I am doing something wrong cause the part of me that oh-so wants(needs?) to be loved in a way i feel i never have still isn't manifesting....
maybe i am not patient enough?
maybe i am not clear?
I don't know.
All i know is I am sad and not really understanding why....its a cycle i think.....
All I know is i got tattooed again and all i wanted to do was break down and cry.
just release it. but i didn't. i didn't want to intrude on someone else's space or someone's time.....
Trying to find this balance isn't the hardest thing i have ever done,
but it sure it proving more difficult than I thought it would be....
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