Just some thoughts...

Not that my life is ruled by desperate or frigid conditions although there have been time in my life....

Lately I have been going out doing "group" activities. I find myself running into the same group of people that hang out with each other.
I went to a planning meeting for the Wolf Creek Beltane gathering, I went out to see a show. That was fun seeing Bitch. Haven't been to a show since middle of last year when Devotcka came to town.
I also went out dancing which I haven't done in months. I had a nice time at all venues. I have been on the email list to go to some City Repair Workshops but so far I have been too wiped out from my new job to go. Although I am grateful that I get to go out in the evening and do social things.
I keep thinking about how I stepped out and away from the NW Naraya dance, I think I am afraid of the obvious intense we;moon type energy that I got from the flyer. I also keep seeing emails from people who are going and I feel some sense of loss....

I have my apartment set up for "one", I am making room in my life for me today.