do i dare go after the thing i want or do i go after the same ole' thing?
should i stay in portland for samhain or go to WC. what do i want any way?
what is it like to be in a social situation that could lead to the plethora of changes percolating in my soul?
scared to get close, even a little bit, to that elder i look up to.
how do you navigate a healthy friendship with someone that triggers you?
(how deep is the trigger?) how do you navigate?
am i swimming or letting the tide take me and rock me? i want to drown in sensation and be driven over the edge.
i want a connection with something larger than myself. leading me out of my paranoid mind and leaving the skills that don't serve, behind me and no longer keeping me held captive to his-tory...history...hi-story.
i want to write and develop the dreams i have into stories that resonate and help You remember some core origin with in yourself.
how do you navigate?
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sounds like a huge struggle within yourself. you are right though...listen! You know in the very depths of yourself what is right and true for you. I'm always here for you. Remember that, too!
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